Couple of days back, I had met one of my relatives. The lady was surprised to see me. She had seen me a year ago. She was saying “You have gone down quite drastically. What is really wrong with you???”. I could hardly speak, when she had asked me. I fumbled as my mind was filled with agony.
It has been about 9 months. I still feel my mother’s absence. I will feel it throughout my life. I pen down these lines today with tears in my eyes, sitting at my office cubicle. I still feel the depression. Sometimes, I cannot take food, due to mental agony. I don’t feel the appetite. Sometimes, I get a shiver when I think of her. Sometimes, I weep a lot. I had developed a kind of irritation and anger in my life. I feel, its difficult to live without her. Nobody can give me the support and courage in life as much as she did. She was the happiness in my life. Yesterday, I had offered a silent prayer to her with a candle near her photo. May her soul rest in peace.
“Mother, You were the source of support and courage in my life. You were my strength. You were everything to me. I miss you a lot. I feel your absence every minute. ”