Memories of my loving mother – Feeling her absence


Couple of days back, I had met one of my relatives. The lady was surprised to see me. She had seen me a year ago. She was saying “You have gone down quite drastically. What is really wrong with you???”. I could hardly speak, when she had asked me. I fumbled as my mind was filled with agony.

It has been about 9 months. I still feel my mother’s  absence. I will feel it throughout my life. I pen down these lines today with tears in my eyes, sitting at my office cubicle.  I still feel the depression. Sometimes, I cannot take food, due to mental agony. I don’t feel the appetite.  Sometimes, I get a shiver when I think of her. Sometimes, I weep a lot.  I had developed a kind of irritation and anger in my life. I feel, its difficult to live without her. Nobody can give me the support and courage in life as much as she did.  She was the happiness in my life.  Yesterday, I had offered a silent prayer to her with a candle near her photo. May her soul rest in peace.

“Mother, You were the source of support and courage in my life. You were my strength. You were everything to me. I miss you a lot. I feel your absence every minute. ” 



About Bhavani Anantapur Bache

I'm an enthusiastic and self-motivated Software Engineer with a passion for building cutting-edge innovative products related to Embedded Systems. In a career spanning over 6 years in Software/Hardware technologies, I got involved the leading an entire software development life-cycle of projects from understanding the requirements and scope, product design, writing code, writing automation tests, documentation, debugging and fixing issues to release of the product to the customer. Such experience contributed towards my advanced proficiency in C++ and object-oriented programming. I liked working on Linux operating system, Linux shell scripting, writing Makefiles and Python. I enjoy solving complex problems and actively participate in programming challenges. I have a passion for innovation with a proven track record of publications in the international journals and conferences, in the areas of Signal Processing, Data Mining, and Machine learning. Currently, I'm working on building novel solutions using signal processing, data mining and machine learning methodologies. I aspire to build new products that would leverage my unique background in software, hardware, and machine learning and that would make a significant impact on the end user.
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